Do girls ever miss their first love?

New session of third year started. Again some new feelings stirred.

All these took up most of my second year days of college.

Then again to crying.

How strict are your parents?

I heard somewhere “ you shouldn't read those chapters whose outcome you already know”.

That's when I met a batchmate . We started off as friends but he was interested in me. I was doubtful but soon I started liking him too. I never knew I would love him so madly that one day I would have to move on.

It was never easy to decide to break up . In my head I had committed myself to him , his flaws didn't bother me , I loved him for real. What bothered me was ,me putting in efforts ,love , time and him not being able to put even love in it.

Have you ever forcibly sucked someone’s dick?

I tried to Have a new crush to move on. I was in myth that all is fine as long as I focus myself on admiring new crush .

Despair “ why can't he try to text me in some other way , guys text from so many apps or numbers after getting blocked”

I was crying “ why can't he love me the way I do?”

How long can someone with narcissistic tendencies maintain a facade of fake love before their true self is revealed? Is there a specific trigger or amount of time that causes them to reveal their true nature?

Jealousy “ why is he so normal even after breakup?”

Sadness “ why can't I be happy like him”

First few months were great . Slowly I saw myself not becoming his priority. He had trust issues ,doubts etc. Somehow we pulled it to a complete year but behind the scenes most of the months I was in tears.

I have the power to talk to aliens through using telepathy. Why do people think I'm crazy?

And about the question , I guess it doesn't matter if girl or guy misses their first love or not. Once it ends, it should be closed for good. More chapters are to come , and before someone else gets the baggage of our failed first love , we should heal.

I always thought first love is the guy who comes first in sequence of liking. I had a brief period of friendship appearing like relationship with a guy in early days of first year. He couldn't let his insecurities go and eventually he left me . As expected I was broken , wondering he was my first love ,how will I move on ?

Most often women decide to leave first , and move on but it's never easy , if they have loved. They put efforts and keep tolerating to an extent that it crosses their limit and once they break , they don't look back.

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Somehow block unblock never worked , being batchmates we saw each other everyday. I am introvert , have hardly any male friends , so any news about class or anything, he gave it. After a while I thought I should let it go , Mbbs will soon end .

Reels say men can't get over their first love

At the last exam of my proff , I went out in evening and broke up for real . As usual he didn't believe it or treat it seriously. To add some seriousness I blocked him.

Why are flat Earthers made fun of when they seemingly don't exist? I have only met one flat Earther in 18 years.

I got hobbies , cultivated myself. I guess at times I remember him , naah i don't remember him particularly, I remember my love for him . I regret that it was so pure and got wasted on him.

I wanted to add a diary entry I had written during those proff days of second year. While reading it today I realised how difficult it might have been writing it back then… lucky him , to be loved by a writer huh

Then it changed into hate

How did your marriage end?

Forgiveness “ he couldn't love me , it's okay, these things can't be forced”

Then it changed into anger “ why did I have to love him?”

But somewhere there too I wanted to make him jealous that someone else is getting my attention.

What movies have not aged well?

Now there is only one feeling

Soon I will be in final year. And I am still fighting this , I know someday I will stop remembering him. I am waiting for that someday.